Someone else please

I’m need someone who is not Ken. It’s like a prank matrix? A big cosmic horror film. It’s a hell loop on earth.

Someone else, I beg and beg. I manifest. Someone other than Ken.

My dad has kept me isolated my whole life. My mother did too when she was alive. But she had definite limits to how much she would watch me suffer.

Ken though. He won’t let me talk to anyone but him and he hates me. I am not allowed contact with his family. If he is able to talk to anybody connected to me he is able to sever any bonding between me and others. If someone is abusing me he will empathize with them and aggressively DARVO me. It’s never been any different.

I have no family because I was and am never allowed or accepted.

I tried to go out and find ways to socialize when my kids got older. But Ken and his wife are social in this small city.

I don’t know exactly what all the slander is, but inevitably someone they know would get up in my face like there was some crazy thing about me they had to quiz me about. I’m a quiet person, so I had to stop trying. I know they have told people I use drugs of some kind. I’ve never been a drug user. Never liked them, not for me. Yet Ken asked me to tell someone I was a herion addicted. What!!!??? I’ve never seen herion, not interested, I’ve never had ANY addiction, and fuck no I am not slandering myself.

Why?

So once again. I asked, please help me find legal help. This man next door is never going to stop killing and harming cats, killing any living thing, and abusing me and my property, and my life. He’s a danger always. But, no. I can’t get a lawyer on my own with $$ legal aid says I don’t have enough assets for them to help me. And you try telling people a group of men next door have been violent and abuse to me and animals for years now.

Ken won’t let me talk to other people anyway. If I got help I think he’d find a way to stop it.

It’s horrific. It’s an evil I can’t understand.

And Jen hates me. I tell him all the violent acts this man commits and has other commit against me and animals. I, again, texted pictures and proof. I’m in danger, every day.

Ken says. I hope you never stepped on his grass. That would be bad, sooooo bad. I mean that would be just such a bad thing.

This man is violent to me. He has had his minions directly throw rocks at cats and killed three that way. Those rocks knocked half the boards off of my fence. Then he built a 50 foot wall of nails(top and bottom rows) sticking out 2and 3 inches to injure as many animals as possible.

Ken is concerned that maybe I might have stepped on his grass at some point. How bad I am.

Always, but look at you. Can’t you understand why these men want to be violent to you.

I hope Dante had actual insight into the circles of hell.

I hope that ninth circle of hell is real for my catholic father. And I hope it is worse and worse for every time he has betrayed his daughter.

I started sending emails to the mayor and the mayors action center a while ago. And I have told them that they will get updates with every act of violence and abuse. I want to make sure that they are as culpable in this as the violent man. When he escalates more dangerously, and he will-people like that don’t stop, they hold responsibility now.

Ken will stand by as this man assaults me and empathize with the poor violent man while telling me why it’s all my fault.

I have things I want to do. I am always planning and ready to move forward with my life.

Amy chance Ken has he destroys as much as possible. And the pain I endure internally is many times worse.

I’m praying to God, the universe, the angels, spirit guides, anyone!!!

Someone else, I need help and support from someone else, not Ken! Compel him to send a smart, capable lawyer to help me be free of abuse. I need to hear something good.

Anyone…,