I want to go back to no cameras

Before the violence from next door I never thought about security cameras. I never even locked my doors back then!

But now I can’t be out of my home and feel safe it’s ok. I check my cameras frequently when I’m out. I need to know if those violent men are around. At the least to know to look for damage or casualties when I can get home. Now I have to include looking if the people the violent men have ‘befriended’ across the street are out and if they are a threat to animals. Seriously, anyone who behaves violently for some creepy old man is a stupid person with no human value. So gross.

I would choose to be isolated over being like any of these worthless people, of course. It sucks there are no good, kind people around my home right now. Maybe that will change someday.

Lots of people stop at my driveway to sweet talk and try to make friends with any cat that might be hanging out. When I see it on camera it brings me such joy. They get so much stress from the violent people around us. They deserve sweetness.

Someday I hope to get funds for legal help. To stop the violence and destruction of my home, the animals, and my life. Hopefully to find out exactly what slander my brother, dad, and their greedy wives spread and send out cease and desist notices. Whatever else.

I deserve kindness. I’ve never done anything to try to hurt others like they do to me and the animals. I’d stop them in a second with the right support.