Busy bee

No time to journal or even relax in days.

I got one journal on Amazon. More pending approval. And started work on the next one. It was hard work. Lots of formatting and editing. Things that are not a part of my everyday life!

I had a great talk with a wildlife expert. An officer actually. Very helpful. I wanted to do more with that information today, but the day disappeared fast.

I know I’m going to face the consequences of talking to my dad. The DARVO and gaslighting was all over the last conversation. Of course now that I try to keep conversations from turning to why I’m a faulty human being to him, I’m faulty for saying im not.

Inside screaming loudly

I wish I had been born to a better, kinder family.

Going to look at the next journal after this to clear my mind.

Bees and friends have been busy in the flowers. Still missing animals. but I will continue to jawed my home supportive of life and hope they all are still out there waiting to come home.

Someday I will not be surrounded by so many violent people. .

I’ll regain my income.

Hopefully I will have some time in my life free of abusive people.