Moonflower was definitely neutered and possibly vaccinated! I understand if it will take him a while to come close to me. I’m am happy for him and very happy someone else cared that much!
It’s been an emotional morning already. It’s not even 10am.
I’m going to try hard to not think about the bad after I write some stuff down.
Grateful for: moonflower and char. All of my animal friends. The birds eating the berries and seed in my yard. Beautiful weather today.
I’m tired of being surrounded by unkind and violent people here. There are better people.
Right now it’s just the worst people though. How are so many people completely detached from the natural world.
It’s like some of these people don’t understand that animals, insects, all nature is normal. And the lifeless suburbs they’ve created are not at all normal. So they get violent towards living things. They get angry and aggressive when they see someone who appreciates non human lives.
I’m sick of only these people being around my home.
I’m sick of them killing things here. I’m sick of the violence.
I went for an early walk at the easiest park to walk in . Unlimited room for almost no people. Yet some man comes barreling towards me and my dogs with his dog. There’s plenty of room for him not to. My one dog can’t handle it. Even with me immediately turning this man can’t slow down to let me turn. I end up o the ground holding the one dog that finds this man’s type of behavior too aggressive. The other pup gets over excited because of it. I could have been injured and this man will continue to be that kind of selfish man.
It’s rare. There’s general understanding with other dog people. Seeing if room is needed. I’ll move or they will. Usually it’s all easy and workable. All dogs are different and so many here are spoiled little pups.
But on rare occasions some selfish jerk just wants to be terrible to someone. Regardless of the overwhelming amount of space there they will do whatever they can to cause trouble.
I hope they trip over their ego and break their face.
I’m icing my knee and will take the dogs out again soon.
I’m just plain tired of being isolated. It was forced on me by my abusive family. I want to get past feeling overwhelmed by it. It’s that news I saw. It’s been tearing at my heart.
I deserve better people in my life. I deserve to be surrounded by people who enjoy the animals, birds, and busy insects.
I miss hearing others talking to nature. It’s just me here!
I hope to know who is doing the tnr? Those are good people❤️ I want those kind of people around my home.
I still want my solitude!
I’ll never understand why I am so hated by my family. I’ve never asked for much. I’m a basic needs person. I don’t care about luxuries, I never have. I don’t want to be abused and I want good, shelter, clothing, and no killing things around me. I don’t even need a lot of anyone’s time. Why is that bad? Idk
I don’t know if I can get past this soon. Now that the holiday ms are getting close. It’s always hard.
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